Thursday, November 18, 2010

Its not jus da BOOZE!! Im Dual Addicted

OKAY...Big Bulletin...IM A SEX ADDICT...


:)

*Update in Mornin;)

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

THE 8 'O Clock Theory.......IS IT ME?...IM THIRSTY!!

I dont know how to set the clock on this damn BLOG . But it is 8 PM here AND IM HANKERIN' FOR SOME BEVERAGE'! Just dawned on me that THIS IS WHY A.A. is in this window....(DUH!)


IM good...ME and MA watch a MOVIE .

Methamphetamine laboratory found in Northern Maine

DAMN THATS NUTS!!
WLBZ2.com | Bangor, ME | Methamphetamine laboratory found in Northern Maine
HERE WE GO AGAIN!! RUUUUUNNNNN!

I CAN WAIT !!

I THINK ILL WAIT FOR THIS KICK ASS KASKET!!

COULDA BEEN THIS ONE.....LOL

DAY 3 : ALCOHOL 14yrs - 41yrs old

So here we are at day 3 of no drinking for me . Ive been drinking steadily mostly HEAVILY since 1984 . Im 41 so this has made me basically a LIFER alcoholic.I feel good . I went to bed at a reasonable time . I actually laid in bed and watched some TV w/ my fiance . Good conversation . I will contact The CHILDRENS Museum to Volunteer 30 hrs a week until I find employment . I notice a huge difference in how I feel . My chilren are perfect. Sometimes I had lost that sentiment . Not the LOVE ,but the true meaning of fatherhood and how Im the parent not the Brother of Friend . I also can see I may have some work to do reversing this . Going from NUTTY "Do what ya want" dad to a serious parent will be a challenge for me and the children .
KEEP COMIN BACK!!

Friday, November 12, 2010

WELCOME TO MY BLOG !!

Hello . My name is Robert Kearns . I have created this Blog so I can save my Sanity...(whats left) . This will be my Journal of my Journey to turn this frown Upside down.Im undiagnosed aside from all my friends who have suggested that I have PTSD , Bi-Polar , ADHD ,DEPRESSION . We will see......Together .
WELCOME